Many ones

The ones who crawl through my mind
who never knew the way to my heart

and yet

do not leave

The one who whispered in my ear
i believed every word
but you were never my lover
or the one who liked it rough
talked dirty
and all i could do was giggle
and kiss you anyway, even when you stopped calling

The one in the midst of a storm
You never meant to see me again
But you gave me refuge
and I wanted your warmth.

The one who rejected me
The one who made me cry
The one where I slept like a baby
The one who forgot my name
The one who was my friend
The one who couldn't understand
The one who kissed me goodnight

I don't desire the one, i've never believed in the one
I just believed in you
and your memories bring me warmth, like your kisses once did
but I don't trust my emotions anymore